I really am back on the roller coaster except no hypomania I vascillate between super depressed and feeling ok and/or baseline for the last few days. I don’t know how I feel at the end of the day because my mood was all over during the day.

Today I was depressed in the AM. I forced myself to go grocery shopping after group because I needed a few snacks. I came home and fell into bed and slept for three hours. Then I went to pick up my son but I felt a little better. Then I considered not making dinner but I had bought marinated chicken and only had to put it in the oven, plus I had instant quinoa and microwave veggies. So I did make dinner for the first time ina couple of weeks. I felt very accomplished about that. I’m hoping to make sloppy Joe’s on Wednesday so I can clock in two dinner this week.

I dunno. Still feeling very unmotivated. I have to apply for more jobs. I don’t want to but I’ll never get a job if I don’t apply everywhere. I hope to get another interview somewhere. Anywhere.

Anyway, still plugging along.