I could really use some support. I've had a very hard week with my H and sister, and this week is going to be hard because I have a lot of doctors appointments.
So my T went on vacation 2 weeks ago. She told me not to have contact with her. I thought it was because of what happened during her Europe vacation (she was supposed to contact me, but her friends place didn't have internet, plus a terrorist attack happened which freaked me out). Or I thought it was because of the hard thing she went through about 2 months ago. But she says she will no longer contact me when she's on vacation. She says it's not personal, but she just wants to get away from work.
I'm taking it very personal. I feel like I'm being punished. She told me that I'm the only client who she had contact with during vacations. So it's me she wants to get away from. I'm a burden, I'm just her job, and she doesn't care. She doesn't seem to care how much this hurts me.
It's not fair when a T changes boundaries on you.
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