I dont currently, but have before. We tried a bunch of times to figure it out but nothing ever worked or fit. The closest thing she could decipher is that I have a high i.q. which means I get bored with things easily and need to find activities that stimulate my brain. But nothing worked. Plus I just dont see how having a high i.q. relates to losing interest in living period. I'm not suicidal,but I think living it pointless. nothing interests me in any sense and I get annoyed and angry about it.