My T did mention a possible ED, but we didnt dwell much on it since i opened up only 2 sessions ago. im not sure she can help. she has some kind of "ana group" but i dont think she thinks my situation is worth of much consideration. and this is why i left feeling upset and invalidated after last session. so im not sure i want to talk about it again, even though this is really disturbing to me.

im still trying to follow the list and its helping, but living with this food obsession is torture. you dont have any distraction and cannot avoid it completely as for addiction to alcohol, smoking, drugs etc. since you need to eat each and every day.
Thank you for your support.