@amandalouise

Well it’s not so much I guess that communication isn’t possible it’s just that my parts don’t want or are not willing to communicate with me. And don’t even seem to be willing to explain why they don’t want to. I think there is a lot of fear inside. Somehow I alienated myself. Things like their thoughts or feelings I seem to have no access to. They’ve said I talk too much. I think they don’t want to tell me because then they think I’d end up telling someone else. Well fair enough, but it doesn’t leave me many options [emoji20]

They do want to talk to my former therapist though... who will not talk to me... sigh...