Or would it just make things worse like everything else treatment related? I've gone before and have had bad experiences, but I feel completely stuck. I can barely eat without a meltdown or shower, I can't sleep. No one (family, friends, doc, counselor) is pushing me to go because I haven't overtly threatened to kill myself or hurt anyone else. I just want a promise that this is going to be over soon.

I'm also really hesitant to go because it's going to be loud and I'm extremely sensitive to noise right now.