THE LAST CHORD
by Adelaide Procter
Seated one day at the organ,
I was weary and ill at ease,
And my fingers wander'd idly
Over the noisy keys;
I know not what I was playing,
Or what I was dreaming then,
But I struck one chord of music,
Like the sound of a great amen,
Like the sound of a great amen.
It flooded the crimson twilight
Like the close of an angel's psalm,
And it lay on my fevor'd spirit
With a touch of infinite calm;
It quieted pain and sorrow,
Like love overcoming strife,
It seemed the harmonious echo
Of our discordant life.
It link'd all perplexing meanings into one perfect peace,
And trembled away into silence,
As if it were loath to cease,
I have sought, but I seek it vainly,
The one lost chord divine,
Which came from the soul of the organ
And enter'd into mine.
It may be that death's bright angel will speak in that chord again,
It may be that only in heav'n I shall hear that grand amen.
It may be that death's bright angel will speak in that chord again,
It may be that only in heav'n I shall hear that grand amen.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me.
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