I know the feeling of losing control. I have not been able to find work in this expensive province. I am having difficulties in organizing my travels to present my final paper at university for my degree. My two sons have failed some classes in high school this past semester. There had been a death and a serious accident this past month. Money is depleting from the profits I had put aside when I sold my home. The profits dwindling will mean my hopes of a mortgage to buy again is shrinking. I also have a student loan I have to start paying and I can't find work.

I also have existing health risks like cholesterol levels, epilepsy, arthritis and general anxiety disorder. I often feel like I have to restrict my eating just to feel like I have a choice in something.