Checking back in YEARS later, LOL!! It turned out that I actually had neither Bipolar or BPD. I was experiencing some manic type feelings, really happy and energetic simply compared to my tired and fatigued days. I had untreated Hashimoto's Thyroiditis, an autoimmune disease. Once on proper thyroid meds, which were natural dessicated due to me also discovering I have Celiac Disease and Dermatitis Herpetiformis, I felt a lot better. I ended up going off my continuous birth control that I was on for eight years straight for Endometriosis, all of these are autoimmune diseases. I started eating AIP elimination diet and found the foods that trigger inflammation for my body and was able to get off all medications! I still have anxiety and panic disorder but I am currently undergoing testing to see why I still have sleep issues. I am being worked up for Narcolepsy and for Nocturnal Seizures. Not entirely sure what the outcome will be but I have been doing much better!! I also did undergo some EMDR therapy for some insecurities and specific anxiety triggers, which helped tremendously and I encourage anyone with trauma, PTSD, or anxiety to get some EMDR therapy!! I hope you all are doing well since you last helped me with your time and thoughts. My sister actually ended up getting a diagnosis last year of both BPD and Bipolar II! Not surprising to me at all, now that I have a better grasp on things. My mother still has not seeked treatment and doesn't believe there is anything going on with her but I believe her and my sister are mirror images with their issues, lol. Thanks everyone!!