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It almost sounds like you were more interested in how many replies you got than the content of the dream within the dream? Maybe you feel you need to have really shocking/horrible problems to post here because some people always seem to have had worse lives/experiences than we have or be more messed up?

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<font color="purple">Makes sense to me. I feel so bad though when I actualy THINK about what I do, it's like even though I get a perfectly good amount of attention it just isn't good enough for me...even though I know it's self-centered and irrational, no matter how much love and attention i get from the people around me...it's just not enough. It never was. Even though its bad, I want to have some sort of illness so people feel sorry for me and comfort me.

...it doesn't help that everyone around me is worse off then I am, and then it's like "What the hell are YOU complaining about? Quit being so self centered and so self-pitifal! I bet these people WISH they had as good a life as you do, and what do you do? You whine." </font>