I have been trying to get into my former rehab clinic/counseling/etc, and my current rehab doc is helping me. He contacted my former therapist yesterday, and she told him an outright LIE about me, that I can prove was a lie. Months back, the actual DOCTOR at that same clinic lied to my current therapist about me. Two people, one well known clinic, telling two different professionals outright LIES about me. What would you do? BTW, I am kicked out of this clinic. So much for someone asking for help with their addiction. FML.

I recently landed myself in the intensive care unit for two days, and that experience alone has changed my way of thinking, and I am doing better, but still can't do it alone.

For example, my former T told my current rehab doc that when I started with her, I didn't tell her until well into our therapy that I had an addiction problem. That is NOT true. I told her before she even scheduled our first session, I wanted to make sure she knew what she was in for. And I told her I chose her because she said one of her specialties on Psychology Today WAS addiction. I am furious over being lied about.....