No need to feel shame in posting this. The problems of your insecurities are common in everyone. Maybe not to the same extremes, but everyone has their own issues. That leads me to the next point, as an individual you have to understand that you're going to have your own strengths and weaknesses. Understand these and accept yourself for who you are, it's important to do this.

On the flip side, there's nothing stopping you from growing a learning new skills. If you wish you could do something, then take action and start learning to do it. It'll take time and patience, but the rewards will be totally worth it