i wonder if people can tell when I write a "good" blog vs a bad one. Today was a "bad" one because it's scattered and not necessarily cohesive. In my mind it flows or the topics just spill out, but when I try to read it back, it sounds like a lot of random crap.
I also don't know what this means from a mental standpoint. Like, where is my brain today, is it good or bad or does this mean I've bipolar or ADHD or what. You know?? (that's rhetorical)

well, this here makes more sense. maybe i'm just too lazy to fix the longer posts. hmm or maybe it's just too hard. I'm not necessarily fishing for viewers, but if you do read it -great. and/or have patience with it.

hope everyone's hangin' in there today. I'm clearly kinda reaching out for company. Hi!