I did sleep last night, super deeply. My dreams weren't of bad things at all, but calming and reassuring. There's a Poe song, "control," which I woke up hearing in my head. It's about regaining power over yourself following having no power or control at all. At least that's my interpretation and currently warranted. I'll be playing it for real now.
I don't want to die this morning for whatever reason. I'll take it.