Damn bro, sounds like your very down! Quitting medication and therapy is a terrible idea, you posted this here and I see it as a cry for help like when I attempted suicide. Talk to your psiquiatrist and try to find an agreement on the meds, it's not a the first try that they work. You need to try dosages and get use to it. Now therapy is very important, it saved my life. If you don't like the one you have try another look brother, these are problems that dont solve themselves in a day. Takes a lot of work. Please think about that. Take care