Due to one of my crazy phobias and WHY it bothers me, my T often hints at this too, thinking "There's more to it" than what I say and maybe there is, I honestly have blocked out most of my childhood. I have very limited memory of stuff... including HOW this phobia began.

That being said, I've stated that to my knowledge, nothing sexual has happened to me. He is good with that, he doesn't really push it anymore. So it is worth at least saying nothing you can recall was ever that way....