I clearly really felt I needed feedback or something. Maybe if I understood what was going on, it wouldn't matter. I assume they can't do that though because it would mess up my natural responses.

Or maybe it's just because I never built up trust. The one I saw the most, it seems like he just wasn't offering what I thought I needed. I wanted someone to tell me when I was doing things wrong and he just kept trying to make me feel better, or that's what I felt like. Maybe he was just trying to get information out of me, but it scared me.

Don't know if that's a lack of trust, a poor therapist match, wrong expectations on my part, or a bad therapist.