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Originally Posted by Erti
Spirits came first which they told me to self harm. However I was diagnosed with depression and BPD because of the self harming and history of sexual abuse. It was confusing at the time. I didn't feel depressed. I did go through a depression without the psychosis when my grandma died.
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Never, ever do self harm. Nobody, even the imaginary things in your head, has the right to harm you, if you are a upright person who hasn't committed a serious crime.
Acknowledge that you are suffering from commanding hallucination and don't listen to them. Tell them that it's none of their business. I did the same.
Edit : I am sorry for the loss of your grandmother.
I think you should explain the situation fully to your doctor and do the tests he suggests you to go through. Trust him fully and listen to his words.