i really dont remember when i cut and how bad it was, i just know that i was really stressed out and my mom was angry at me.
but what triggers me now is people yelling at me. especially if its yelling for 11 minnutes strait to work. I also hold feelings from all the physical assault inside and not to mention the car crash still buggs me. last nite i cracked cause i was suppost to be trained in on nites and yet i was thrown on the floor blind of course to work. I worked on the floor 3 times but i still dont know whats what. I ended up letting it all out in the staff lounge in front of one co worker. it was unfair and mean to do this. but after that i understood that they tried to give me a full trainning but couldnt find anyone. stunk. but hey that took away all the tension in me and scared ness..

well i think thats more than u wanted to hear..