Got results from neuropsych eval. Evidently my attention is in the bottom five percent of the population. My intelligence is in the 91st percentile, so I've been smart enough to hide it, or laugh it off, but my utter lack if transitional and organizational skills keeps coming back to haunt me. So, I know this is very real for me. Not sure what to do, I've always picked up another distraction, a new hobby, a new carrer, a nrw degree but it somehow now feels do futile to throw myself in a new direction only to crash and burn in a year or two.