I am impatient and am stressed out from my family's situation. I am giving him time to respond but am irritable from my own situation. I will give him the benefit of the doubt. I like him much but understand my illness and situation are blinding me from seeing him as he really is. I think he is having difficulty understanding what I wrote so am giving him time to read and think about it. I like him very much but am angry at my family for making me stressed out. I have no patience now with anybody but need to calm down. I will give him more time to respond and see what happens.