Thanks a lot, both of you, both for welcoming me and for your input! ☺️ It means a lot to me! 💐 I haven't experienced this in several years so I don't think a medical doctor could help me much. But I came to think of it like my concience split in two parts, where as one experienced this and the other wanted it to stop, but not being able to control it. As if part of my mind had been hijacked and doing its own thing, rather than the body and the mind splitting up, like with (normal) dissociation. It was a very intrucive experience.