We’re trying clozaril started this week and no change so far other than its a hell of a sleeping pill and I’m having nightmares. I said I would give it a chance but I don’t want to anymore. I’m done with this I just want to leave. I saw my own dead body yesterday and its a sign I shouldnt be doing this.
I dont like PHP either the doc kept telling me to fight and then I heard him and a therPist laughing about how stupid I am and I don’t know what to do