so you read the amusement park one, cool. feels good to be noticed.
that was saturday. the drop in mood came very late sunday night.
i was sorta develpoing this theory that maybe the mania is much like a craving.... like when you crave bananas you need potassium....
i was thinking when i have mania, i must be craving something, adrenaline maybe? and i wont feel better until i get that. so when i ran around at the amusement park and rode all the coasters, i got my fill of it. so i wasnt hungry anymore.