I'm alive but I haven't been "living" for years now. I'm a survivor of emotional, physical and sexual abuse which means I am STRONG. Depression, anxiety, trust issues and a litany of social fears prove I am WEAK! I was a successful professional for decades....until I was no longer able to work.

No husband, nor children to support me so I must not be worthy. A federal ODAR ALJ has exercised his RIGHT to be sarcastic, hostile & demeaning to me not once, but 2 times and most recently ignored US District Court orders in demonstrating his superiority above professionally trained & experienced mental health professionals with decades more experience than him!

How am I going to survive? I'm not!! I am one of many struggling every MOMENT just to survive. Time is running out and soon I will be just another statistic!

TICK TOCK! Hoping this moment passes SOONER than later!