When I was in IP....it felt like I was just cattle in an insurance collecting mill farm.
When I feel out of sorts I get people paranoid...the sinister side way glances, the supposed snarls, mocking laugh, name mentioning....all delusions. If I can catch it before I hurt myself....I’ll recognize it for what it is, block it out, and feel much better about it. Since my my mind is in pain...it’s trying to self implode to escape...(but I also have inner antagonist alters that likes to ride me down)- so I hope this helps some.
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