I am a bit confused... she doesn't want to offer more therapy because she thinks you have a personality disorder? In that case you'd need even more therapy, you'd totally deserve it too.

It's not at all your fault that the therapy didn't work for you. It might be the wrong kind of therapy, or it might be that it happened at the wrong time. You were honest and in return you weren't told the truth. I think that's a mistake on their end, not yours!

I hope your Pdoc finds a way that you can try therapy again, either the same thing or a different kind. You absolutely do deserve to be helped by honest and caring people!