Thank you P.V.B., it is all consuming, i dont know how to go on anymore. this is torture. im SO tired.

i wish i could skip these months (because i guess it will take months) and find myself at my goal weight and not feel the need to eat anymore. maybe it may sound impossible but i've already been there so i know it is achievable. and this is where im going and aiming to and i SO want it done right NOW!