What you describe reminds me quite a bit of my own history, albeit many years ago now. I actually don't have a diagnosis of any kind. But I would suspect that what you might possibly be diagnosed with is complex PTSD as opposed to PTSD. Here's a link to a website page that discusses the difference between the two:

https://www.healthyplace.com/blogs/u...vs-simple-ptsd

There is a forum, here on PC, dedicated to cPTSD. Here's a link:

https://forums.psychcentral.com/complex-ptsd/

Family therapist, Kati Morton, has a video on her YouTube channel on the subject of cPTSD. Here's a link: