I had a god awful day today. I was irritable as all hell from the moment I woke up. Like PMS level rage, except I’m not near my period. I was ready to throat punch my son and I yelled at him all morning. And then I felt guilty which made me feel worse which made me feel
More irritable which blah blah blah.

I tried to relax but I couldn’t. My son was just pissing me off so much.

Ughhhh. I’m having a vodka nightcap to chill out. Not a good coping mechanism, I know. But I’m just having one because NV is coming up too. I hope he will help calm me down.

I also missed my meds this morning by accident so maybe that had something to do with it.