I liked it better when I was craving just psychedelics yesterday.

My Concerta must have worn off so I have unbelievably low energy and very very foggy mind? So I crave meth.

But I don't know if it's an actual craving. It's a mellow craving like "Maybe it will help me".

What am I supposed to do with such zombified mind? It's like I'm trapped inside a mind with no brain chemicals. How is this feeling my fault? I didn't ask for this.

I'm scared at how such low energy I have. I'm moving slow. I don't want to put effort into anything. I have dreams and a real mind that just gets shut down sometimes. When I feel this way, I see no light at the end of the tunnel.