Yeah Im not sure. I think a mix of things happened with me. I was a very sexual child and i did sexual things with another child at the age of seven ( we were both seven ) My therapist said chidren dont usually have o*ral sex at 7. Unless there was a trauma. I acted it out on dolls and pets. On top of all thst at around that age I liked girls and woman. So being bi and having trauma. Then developing Ocd ( i have been diagnosed) it just all didnt mix well.