im an it. some days i feel like a woman. when my esteem is high, and im wearing something nice. but sometimes i swear i am a dude, in a girls body. i feel kinda awkward being a girl. i hate all the things girls do. i think im also slightly bisexual but idk yet after all im a teen.
up to the age of 12 i wore boys clothes and acted like a boy. i used to try and make my boobs smaller and i fantasised about bbeing a guy, till the crap got too much. i couldnt stay a boy forever. i still dress like a guy on occasion, but people dont like it. i try to hide my boobs and my hips. idk. my best friends are mainly dudes, i wish i was born a guy. end of. i wouldnt get a sex change, cuz i hate the idea of cosmetic surgery, and im not that desperate. but if i was born a dude i woulda been happier methinks.
oh well.
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