Desoxyn, I'm sorry you're craving meth, but I'm not surprised. You spent years using, and your brain got used to it, so of course you're going to want to use - it's your brain's "normal" and feeling sluggish is part of early recovery.

I'm currently in an IOP program, and the facilitators were talking about Post Acute Withdrawl Syndrom (PAWS) and they said it can take up to 2 years, of complete abstinence for your brain to heal. You might want to google PAWS and read up on it, as it sounds to me, like that may be what you're experiencing.

Hang in there, and post here as much as you like/need.

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