Sitting, eating breakfast. Mentally all over the place, really don’t know how I feel. Lost sight of what my sense of normal is.

On a positive note I forced my sorry butt out of bed at 7am in an attempt to motivate me to be more productive today to make myself exhausted by bedtime.
Will weed the garden (yuck) vacuum the car, go for a walk, grocery shop and whatever else I can stuff in the day.