i am in a similar situation right now. i've been on a new med for going on 3 weeks now and i just feel like i'm sleepwalking from one day to the next. do you ever feel like that? i do the same thing from day to day and nothing much changes, my mood included. yesterday i looked up pictures online of animals-search "cute animal pics" or something like that. sometimes i look up "quotes" for inspiration or at times i will look up jokes. you can also search "funny pics" for some really hilarious photos. much of the time i may smile but rarely do i laugh. i actually couldn't tell you the last time i really laughed about something (or cried for that matter). I also feel "flat", emotionless, unable to react to things the way others do. but hey, i consider a smile a triumph, it is one goal accomplished. if you can find one thing somewhere, even if it takes hours of searching online, that can get just one smile out of you then you have accomplished something. remember that. shoot for that. taking baby steps can still get you where you want to be. not moving at all is highly ineffective. i hope i helped.