My T doesnt even think its an ED. she tends to think its "only" OCD, rumination of thoughts.

i dont know what it is or why… i only want to feel good in my own body. reach my goal weight. look as i want to look. and ana is the way.

my T not taking it seriously is only making me (or my thoughts or feelings) feel not real.

i want to feel real and feel good in my body