Ive already been diagnosed by both my therapist and my pdoc with Ocd and sexual trauma issues. All I wanted to know is if my Ocd was like others because I find it odd. Itdoesnt feel like Ocd to me. I used to think if i could believe my therapists when they said i am like this because of sexual trauma. I could say ok i have a reason i am like this but i know people who have been through very bad child sexual abuse and dont have impulses. I feel like a major freak.