Anger
Angst
Vulnerability
Discredit
Anxious
Distrustful

Recent occurrences have brought everything flooding back. On top of the having to live through it all again I am experiencing anger and the above emotions. I feel a great deal of vulnerability as once again I am forced to face judgement as I try to justify my illness and prove all that happened. I feel as though I am being discredited all over again. Naturally, my biggest emotion is anxiety as I am terrified they will deem me undeserving and ultimately seek return of my reward. I have no trust of the military and veterans' affairs Canada.