For the last two years, almost whole two years, I did my best to be a doctor. My doctors argued whether or not I could be one, and my internist did tell me I could be one, but it turns out my pdoc and ophthalmologist did not agree. And neither did I before the entrance exam. I did register for the exam, but did not appear as the exam was scheduled to be in a city 200km away. I could have asked my dad to drop me there in his car, but I figured out it wouldn't make any sense, as I have nerve damage.


There were a lot of issues like my muscle knots, squint, poor social skills, poor agility, etc. which made me disqualified for med school. Not just mental illness. I cannot drive either. So it's a big no-no.

Now I wished I would have owned a KTM, but it turns out due to my brain dysfunction I cannot handle the agility and quickness required while driving, might just end up killing a person or two, on the first day. Mental illness isn't just "acting odd and fine otherwise", most of them make you disabled. Some affect memory and the rest of the cognition.

So if I were a therapist and my patient found me avoiding eye contact, telling him about a unicorn I saw last night and I could never drive a motorbike, he isn't to trust me and I will be the one put on meds by colleagues.

So yes I prefer a sane therapist, preferably. It's discrimination though if I prefer a "saner" therapist, correct me if I am wrong.