I'm still feeling really elevated today. Same as yesterday and the day before. It's never lasted this long inyears. I think I'm slowly losing it. It felt like my face was falling off last night and I was experiencing intense paranoia to the point where I thought about keeping a weapon by my side. I think I need to see someone. This isn't going well despite my feeling awesome. People are concerned, my friends won't talk to me. I don't want this to end, but I know I need help now.