Lately I've noticed that even in the smallest of shortcomings i'm prone to get extremely agitated and from that agitation i'm likely to burst into tears. When i say smallest of shortcomings i literally mean SMALL. It could be something like I can't find my glasses or I dropped an apple I was eating and i become a crying, angry BOMB. I've dealt with Bipolar Depression all of my life but I don't really feel like this fits into that category. This hasn't been happening until this year after my mom passed away around ten months ago. I was wondering if maybe that has something to do with it? In all actuality i'm honestly confused and I don't know what to do to help control it or fix it, or even if I can. Most of the people around me that don't understand see me as a monster. Like my younger cousins barely like to talk to me because they're afraid of me and people at my high school (with the exception of my closer friends and my boyfriend) see me as a monster, and my grandma, who i am living with, see's me as an unstable brat. I'm wondering if someone else deals with this too, or maybe if I am just mentally unstable.