I’m home from the hospital now. I’m trying to adjust to being back in real life but it’s been a lot more difficult this time. I’ve still had strong urges to self-harm and I’ve been all dopey on all of my meds and being out in public is too much. Work is being awful. None of them messaged me once to ask how I have been while I’ve been off. My boss gave my office away to someone else. Im stressed about going back. Just lots of things that I can’t even explain here. I’m looking to get a new job because I can’t handle that place anymore.