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Old Jun 11, 2018, 03:09 PM
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Grand Poohbah
 
Member Since: Nov 2012
Location: Italy - but living in my head
Posts: 1,709
My mom deserved better than her childhood.
My dad deserved better than is illness.
My brother deserved better in his health/love life.
They all deserved a better daughter/sister than me.

I feel like crying for them. So sad, so unfair...
And i only make things worse for them. Im a mess.
And i feel so lonely. I dont know where to turn to. My mind is a mess. Im sick of all this, of me...
I keep trying to get my control back but the more i try tge less i feel it.
Hugs from:
Anonymous40127, Anonymous48850, Bill3, MickeyCheeky, Miss P, mote.of.soul, ShadowGX, starryprince