I was able to come off mine due to all natural maca root. You should definitely try it. I was severely depressed and had tried 7 different prescribed anti-depressants. None of them can touch maca for uplifting mood and energy increase. I have interests again and I only sleep 6 hours a night instead of 14. And on top of that i was sleeping in my car at work 5 to 10 times a week. Everyone I have introduced it too loves it. You might be able to come off all those anti-depressants if you take it. you can get the powder which i take kinda nasty though at Trader Joes if there is one near you. Otherwise try piping rock.com. Good luck pray you feel better i do. It is just getting the right chemical mix in our brains.