I’m trying to learn to accept living the type of life dealt me...with all it’s curiosities and oddities, and own it- so gotta quit beechen about it. Sure it’s embarrassing...but that’s on me. I need to learn how to deal with it and fight off any triggered adverse feelings about it...and put it back in the faces of my detractors. If I show that I’m bothered, then they got an edge....but if I can learn to not be bothered....or be ready to kick their ....