I've been on 2 mg of rexulti for several months. My pdoc decided to lower my dose to 1 mg since I haven't had psychotic or manic symptoms but rather depression and a remarkable degree of fatigue. He is thinking that the AP is slowing me down too much so now I am on 1 mg, starting for the first time last night.

This morning I woke up with intense anxiety even more so than my usual in the mornings. My anxiety revolves around my loneliness and health situation and the fact that my son is still at home, not working, and playing video games most of the time, but I would have this anxiety anyway. I think a lot of my lung cancer coming back and my fear of being in constant pain and discomfort. In the last week or two I have developed a cough and anytime I cough I think it could be the lung cancer. More likely it is from post nasal drip. I'm constantly congested and have to take a steroid nasal spray.

I'm so tired and lonely I want to scream but there is no one who will help. My son will mow the lawn but that is it.