I'm starting to wind down from a productive day. I'd see a project and i'd do it. Now i wanna nap, except I don't want to. The thought of napping makes me sad. Weird. I'm reminded of this feeling as a child. Guess i hated naps. Always wanted to be out and about.

Random thought. Is posting here doing me any good? (that sounds worse than I mean) I mean, I'm thinking about something I read. that we should write in our moods to record our true feelings. Well, at the pace that this thread goes, I can't exactly scroll back and see what I've said on any given day...

ohh, does any of it matter? I'm not seeing a therapist.

Nevermind me. I'm beginning to think again and it's getting, for a lack of a better word, weird. hehe I guess the short of it is that I want to share some more, see if others feel a certain way, pick brains, but I'm not quite like able to find where and when and with whom.

I really need a nap!