I don't know how long you have been with your boyfriend, but having one 300 miles away is not healthy for a depressed, lonely person. You're making him feel bad for having frieinds. My best friend and I just have a huge fight over her jealousy of my social life. He should not feel bad that he has friends and you don't. Do you work? Work and school are the some of the best places to attempt to work on your social skills. Take it a little at a time. Building social skills takes time, but you also have to make some type of effort too. Sitting around being depressed and jealous of your boyfriend will not help your situation.