I just awoke due to my irregular sleeping patterns and it is with a great sense of deep sadness I feel, I wrote a list of things that I did not like about our relationship, as well as what I did like, the first is larger and I still feel like an absolute fool. I don;t understand how someone who professes to love and now it's total silence. I want to see or text her, but I won't, I know it is a temporary feeling I now have but the loss I feel is somewhat over whelming.


Thanks for reaching out, it does help.